; (.…  .

i’m finding it difficult to invest in myself, in order to recover

at this pivotal moment that affects my health, a war between a lover

I can’t quite ingest all of the damage I’ve created toward me and onto the other

no, mad

i am so sad at myself

i was in no man’s land before i was blindly hiding in dividing lines,

before confining my unconscious confidence 

i’m finding coincidence to be continuously unwinding

bush league